Last year it seems that what I was expecting hopefully did not happen, so inevitably I feel a sense of loss. This sense of loss comes with a kind of powerlessness, and it seems that not all developments are under your control. You are eager to control your environment more and organize everything. Only in this way will you have more expectations. Since the development of things is not based on your will, obviously this kind of thinking is somewhat naive. The cruel fact is that you must learn to adapt to all of these, not the other way around.