A year of continued struggle with dull and disliked things, the atmosphere inside the house tends to become unsettling and dark.

Unable to keep up with the sudden changes in my surroundings, I become a nuisance to others with my reckless behavior.

I can't break free from past failures and can't do what I want. It takes time to overcome weaknesses.

I cannot move as I have been doing so far and feel more anxious. I tend to repeat past mistakes.