You are likely to meet someone who will have a great influence on you at the age of 30. This person is someone who feels the same complexes and anxieties as you, but they are braver than you and are full of a spirit of challenge.
The opponent, despite being in the same situation as you, is tackling what you wanted to do without fear.
You will be attracted to someone with such courageous initiative and be greatly inspired.
Originally, you are easily influenced by others and try to absorb the good aspects, but it can sometimes lead to negative outcomes. Assuming that you can easily do something yourself may result in major miscalculations later on. Careful judgment is important when imitating someone.
When you turn 45, you will likely encounter new obstacles. If you continue with the same approach as before, you will inevitably face walls that cannot be overcome. Despite your efforts to try different things, improvement may not come easily.
So you think. Should I quit already? Of course, at first I will try without giving up. However, when I reach a mental limit that I just can't overcome, a turning point appears in front of me.
When you really think it's hopeless, take one last push and challenge once more. Just when you're about to give up, the path will finally open up. If you choose to give up here, your life will continue to be filled with nothing but giving up. If you have dreams or goals, never give up, no matter what.
When you turn 51, your mental state will significantly improve, and you will naturally become more positive and cheerful in your thinking. Your circle of friends will expand, and your conversational skills will improve, so you will continue to have enjoyable times that somehow harken back to your youth.
As a young person, you were cautious and did not take much initiative, but at 51 years old, you have freed yourself in a good way, gaining the courage to jump into others' hearts on your own initiative.
And because you can afford to enjoy the differences in values, your range of hobbies will expand and your life will become more fulfilling.